Posts tagged depression

Falling Upwards

Falling Upwards

I have owned my depression, and it has opened so many doors for me, and made me a better person. The goal now is to help others do the same.

The Dark Place

The Dark Place

A depressive illness is not a sign of physical weakness, nor is it a condition that can be simply wished away

Black Sails, White Rabbits

Black Sails, White Rabbits

I was born manic‑depressive. It was only a matter of time. My fate was always to make a scene. The diagnosis was simply the last one on stage.

Spread a Little Sunshine

Spread a Little Sunshine

My family is happier. I’m happier. Yes, this is a recovery process but I no longer see the light at the end of the tunnel as an oncoming train. For me, that light is sunshine. I don’t have to ask where is the sunshine anymore. I’m seeing it peek through the clouds and just that alone is reason to continue.

The Mirror and the Door

The Mirror and the Door

No matter what I have been through I am not alone, there is hope and recovery is possible.

Climbing Back from the Brink

Climbing Back from the Brink

Welcome back Matthew, I missed you.

When Depression Came To Stay

When Depression Came To Stay

I still have an elephant come and sit on me every now and then, and that’s fine. I’ve learned to be patient and kind to myself on the bad days, and appreciate the good days. I’m no longer afraid to speak out about my mental illness, and I even write a blog about depression.

The Calculating Mind: About Me

The Calculating Mind: About Me

I could see that my depression was something that you were taking personally… as if it was your job to ‘cheer me up’ and any failure was a personal one for you.

Story of My Life

Story of My Life

I like to please people and make them happy. When in fact I need to make myself happy, because in the end it is my life and my story and I’m the writer.

Not Recovered, But Still Trying

Not Recovered, But Still Trying

I don’t know where it comes from but I still get out of bed most days and manage to wash. Brushing my teeth in the shower helps just a tiny bit. Getting out for a walk helps a little more. Exercising with a personal trainer has got me to lose almost 20 kg in the last 6 months. I am learning the guitar and hope to revisit drawing which I was reasonably good at when I was at school. I’ve joined a band (I am quite a good drummer) and am trying to get out a bit more.